the day Mama was born I
rushed breakfast of cake and coffee. My morning was drowsy like the sun
that day. The crispness of my routine painted the air, the portrait of
naiveté. I didn’t know. I didn’t know why they came. Why they hated,
trying not to hurt. How do we live the way we do? Made in somewhere other
than America becomes a part of my story. I was burned into history, but
I’ll trade the world not to be the center of attention, the center of
this mausoleum they name after me. Keep your war, it doesn’t include me
because I’m countries of cultures away; distant from your standard and
regulation. Americans classified by hyphenation deserve to lack
patriotism. Punctuating hyphens cannot merely connect the lack of lineage.
By the very root of the word, I’m in bondage, tied to a faith, I do not
know by name. Posting missions in every landscape, in order for God to be
everywhere, I christen your future, hissing over your past. Today, the
flea weighs more than stock in the market. The unmarked martyr
involuntarily sleeps because the city chooses not to. The price of
inflation, like heroin smuggling; is the current event. Addiction is still
over-rated. Your news revealed pictures that resembled my backyard. It’s
been now made public that home fronts will lose their shelter. Repetition
of crowded smoke clouds out people, hollowing out the souls. Empty borders
refrain from further headline. The world is getting b(itch)ackslapped;
whose sides are we’re on? The intelligentsia becomes couch potatoes
while the underdog writes the script.
litmus test Life as real as TV broadcasts pleonasm Trendy narcissism speaks louder than quiet thrift store scrutiny For what initially seemed empowering, naïve followers multiplied And trailed after goods that advertised the millennium Believing the other side was green Reality was blown into little pieces Walking the soul, like the dog Gentrifying the neighborhood the same Puffed smoke from their cigarettes between channels Routing their threaded profile towards achievements With billboard poise, wife beater tee shows muscle Sweatshop grief mutely endures Capped-tooth smiles disguise two-piece vanity in show tune happiness
through Psychic sex phone cords, installing that lost kindergarten confidence in
the receiver Greened pupils watch love ignite orgasms as Duty merely genuflects Reggae twists lock into peepholes of ecstasy Holding open their orifices As silver-plated rings gleam turning fingers Into malignant sticks doused in stardust Painted spirit is peeling at the ends of moral weight Hidden between sheets of acidity bilingual nine
stories high. nine generations deep. nine strands
outside of my head. hummed
questions and quiet response information
station and murmured details invisible
dedication and blind amour leather
paper and glass steel hot,
back-browning sun fading into artificial air endless
fields turning into a closed wall fluorescent
eyes glimmer like light peeking through slanted horizontal blinds blinking
people display or expose me,
I. self black,
period. running my
ancestor black,
period. running
I
would like to thank capitalism, Europe, I haven't forgotten about you. "manage
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